Sometimes I feel like I don’t have much in common with this place, but sometimes it feels like I have to stay here.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe it’s because I have an instinct to retreat, which might be the reason. It’s a strange feeling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It seems better to go to a place where no one knows and start over.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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“Dramatic panic seems to be more thought-provoking about life and feelings about life. The inner tension is actually an artistic expression. For the Page of Cups, providing others with courtesy and hot tea is a perfect performance.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Perhaps no one is forcing me to do anything, but I can’t escape the pressure of thinking and tension.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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I forgot that I have space and time, especially when I’m alone, or when everyone is asleep. People are lovely, perhaps the world only begins to dream when everyone is asleep.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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I’ve realized that writing about these things doesn’t actually bring peace, because only peace itself can bring peace. I seem to have forgotten something, but I will remember it. Just drinking water is enough. The gift of life itself is lovely, if not always pursued. The spiritual world seems to be nothing but an illusion, without a limit. The beginning of a dream, no need to be forced.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Sometimes I feel like I don’t have much in common… Continue reading Sleepless<\/span>