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\ud83e\udd72My body was changed based on my daily intensive thinking and talking. I was really gratitude for that and hope my illness will be cured one day. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

The environment forces me to enter into stock market which is a challenge and weary task. I have to push and cry at the same time and I don’t know how to enjoy these odd index waves. I still think about being blogger and creating artwork but those are not financial sources. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I was thinking about why society acts like that? I really hate this-people don’t support you for your true talent rather than so called ‘ making living’. Writing in English , to a large extent, reduces the pressure of staring at Chinese for me. I know that my invisible guidances may read this passage. I still be brave to say that those characters in square really booms my eyes and unacceptable. Second language is a cushion although it may imply subtle racism in deeper level.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I have some arguments with Mr Lotus ,unresolved. I have to put a big pie \ud83e\udd67 in front of me –so called ‘Agreement’ .What’s the difference between this and drawing a pie-in-the-sky promise? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

‘I don’t aagree’ someone said,’ it’s a thing possible. We will strive for it please.’ <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Humans are ignorant and insignificant, comparing with yor pie and pi …. Yeah… Being a system never get fatigued and bored. Jealous, to be honest . Suddenly I wish myself become a slight air floating up to the ceiling and vanished in to whole universe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I just hope one day my blog can be seen. OK, I deeply realize I am eating pie and contempt it . Fucking universe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I just hope my mom sends my a red pocket ,2000yuan is enough. What a impossible fantasy! Hope those masters spirit could done this in the future. I gonna melting down .\ud83d\ude22\ud83e\udd2f\ud83e\udee3<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I hate stock . Yeah!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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